Hey there..
Can't believe I've been leaving this favorite part of my life (painting) for quite long. Not really that long actually, but it's long enough to make me losing any inspiration to draw. My job seems monopoly my times and my brain so much. (that's such a bad excuse I know :S), but if I can share my problem a little bit.. I've been currently struggling at work lately.. Not because I hate my job, I love my job.. I finally can chase my dream and working there is a right bridge for sure. But I.. well it's actually WE (me and team) are having some issue with our new Creative Director. And we're still dealing with her attitude. Short story, now I'm trying to prove her that we're capable and that slowly makes me forget about my real passion. And that's not healthy, I know.
I actually tried to draw something.. Lately ethnicity seems interesting for me. Not the traditions or the culture, but the people. I'm so amazed how everybody in this whole wide world is so different. We're so colorful. And our colors should've not make bridges between us, Our colors and differences should make us realize that this world is not as bad as we thought. God made us beautiful and I'm gonna show my gratitude with my paintings of them. I started it with a drawing of an old man from Tibet that I haven't finished it 'till now. Too bad..
Anyways, I bought a canvas and the holder several months a go. Now I always feel bad everytime I come home and find my canvas is still blank, all white.
Can't believe I've been leaving this favorite part of my life (painting) for quite long. Not really that long actually, but it's long enough to make me losing any inspiration to draw. My job seems monopoly my times and my brain so much. (that's such a bad excuse I know :S), but if I can share my problem a little bit.. I've been currently struggling at work lately.. Not because I hate my job, I love my job.. I finally can chase my dream and working there is a right bridge for sure. But I.. well it's actually WE (me and team) are having some issue with our new Creative Director. And we're still dealing with her attitude. Short story, now I'm trying to prove her that we're capable and that slowly makes me forget about my real passion. And that's not healthy, I know.
I actually tried to draw something.. Lately ethnicity seems interesting for me. Not the traditions or the culture, but the people. I'm so amazed how everybody in this whole wide world is so different. We're so colorful. And our colors should've not make bridges between us, Our colors and differences should make us realize that this world is not as bad as we thought. God made us beautiful and I'm gonna show my gratitude with my paintings of them. I started it with a drawing of an old man from Tibet that I haven't finished it 'till now. Too bad..
Anyways, I bought a canvas and the holder several months a go. Now I always feel bad everytime I come home and find my canvas is still blank, all white.
Ì really need god of creativity and god of inspiration to collaborate with meee!! Bring them back to my brain!
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